I can totally relate.
I have done and still am doing a lot of things to get money, to afford what I want and when I want it.
I don’t remember when last I read a book, and I really want to read one. This is not a quote or something deep, I just didn’t know how to start.
I’m writing this at the break of dawn after a long night of amorous deeds. I think I want to keep him.
I love going to church.
I love stealing secret glances at him, with the corner of my eyes.
I don’t know if it feels right to juxtapose these two feelings but that is how I feel.
There is something unexplainable about it . Awkward feelings and emotions that makes it mysterious, and that makes me want more.
How can I have nothing but beautiful memories of us together and yet you say you don’t remember me…?
“Words are tears that have been written down. Tears are words that need to be shed. Without them, joy loses all its brilliance and sadness has no end.” – Paulo Coehlo.
“And still, after all this time, The sun never says to the earth, ‘You owe me’. Look what happens with a love like that, it lights the whole sky” Hafez
Finally I have decided to complete this, as I have been procrastinating for quite a while now. I felt a stronger urge to complete this after a fellow blogger and colleague in school (aladyandlife.blogspot.com) tagged me on a post on Facebook where she wrote that she wanted to share hers. I felt really disappointed in myself for not completing mine, and on the other hand proud too, that I inspired her to start hers. Continue reading “COMPLETING MY DAYS OF GRATITUDE.”
Smile is the rule of the game, fake it, live it, force it…just show it and let the show go on. Smile today.