I realised that the new year, new start, new me meant nothing when I listened to your many complaints about the pressure put on your by people to do the right thing almost every new year day.
I’m writing this at the break of dawn after a long night of amorous deeds. I think I want to keep him.
What if the roles were reversed? And I had to had to walk up to you first, and still try to convince you that I am different. To be different.
I love going to church.
I love stealing secret glances at him, with the corner of my eyes.
I don’t know if it feels right to juxtapose these two feelings but that is how I feel.
There is something unexplainable about it . Awkward feelings and emotions that makes it mysterious, and that makes me want more.
To be honest, I never thought I’d one day be writing about this. I never even thought that something so little could affect me so much.
One of the most over-used and misunderstood phrase used when it comes to issues relating to emotions and love is ‘follow your heart’.
But your heart will tell you things that you want to hear, not things you need to hear.
“And still, after all this time, The sun never says to the earth, ‘You owe me’. Look what happens with a love like that, it lights the whole sky” Hafez
Finally I have decided to complete this, as I have been procrastinating for quite a while now. I felt a stronger urge to complete this after a fellow blogger and colleague in school (aladyandlife.blogspot.com) tagged me on a post on Facebook where she wrote that she wanted to share hers. I felt really disappointed in myself for not completing mine, and on the other hand proud too, that I inspired her to start hers. Continue reading “COMPLETING MY DAYS OF GRATITUDE.”
I am really much of an indoor person. I don’t know if it’s because am broke or I don’t just know the right places to go to, or the right people to meet with. I actually think it’s the first, yes the actually brokeness which makes you even make the silliest excuses for not coming out. “Err…am kind of busy now”, “my dog is sick”, when in essence, you can’t go out because you don’t even have shi-shi, not even transport money, so you don’t go there and form that you just finished eating at home and therefore are not hungry.
I am really much of an indoor person. I don’t know if it’s because am broke or I don’t just know the right places to go to, or the right people to meet with. I actually think it’s the first, yes the actually broke-ness which makes you even make the silliest excuses for not coming out. Continue reading “Ugonna’s Day Out.”
See. I am tired. I am very tired. I don’t understand any more. They said love was more than a word, and that we must keep believing in what we want, and that in the end, love is all that matters. Some said poverty and wealth are all in your mentality, and that does that live in mansions do no have two heads.
Well, brethren they lied. Continue reading “THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SPONGE AND SAPO.”