With a fractured heart, I want to write about all the times I took the back seat. The times I sat in the shadows and traced the contours of your face on the canvas of my heart while you laughed at her jokes.
I just want to say that I’m grateful for the little wins I’ve experienced in my life. The big wins are coming, I know it, I feel it. But while I’m waiting for them to come I’m eager to get my gear ready in preparation.
It has been forty days and forty nights, but this time not praying on the mountain. That’s the time that has passed since you walked out of that door. And out of our lives.
The reason we get so attached and love so deeply and aggressively is because we are scared to lose what we have.
Couple of days back, I rounded up my 2nd semester exams which also marked the end of a session. A veeeryyyyy long session and year. We started a new session in December 2016 and with the way the school calender was set up for the year, a new session was to start around October. Eiish! I was so excited you guys.
Trusting God for things I don’t understand.
I can totally relate.
In the youth of our fury…Margaret Zhang.
I have done and still am doing a lot of things to get money, to afford what I want and when I want it.